Life is a bit difficult at the moment. It’s been hard for a while but what’s got me through is the belief that truth always prevails and that our legal system is fair. Unfortunately it isn’t and my ‘fight’, for the moment, is gone. I am tired, fed up, disillusioned, sad and angry. I feel I’ve let my children down because I should be able to support them and protect them. I’ve been put in a terrible position through no fault of my own and I feel stuck in a box with no where to turn.
In actual fact I am stuck in a box…..a big one with high overheads………
I have absolutely no idea what the future holds for us……I’m finding that difficult to deal with. It’s an awful situation to be in. I can’t answer questions because I just don’t know. I can’t reassure because I’m not convinced…….and I certainly can’t make promises because it is highly unlikely that I will be able to fulfill them.
But…. I look around…..I have five wonderful children, we are all well, we have clean safe water, we are warm and dry…….okay the sky doesn’t quite look like it did on the day I took these photos but isn’t nature amazing. On that particular day I couldn’t stop looking at the clouds moving in the sky. Just a couple of weeks later and autumn is well and truly here bringing with it misty mornings, mystical and wonderous. I am trying to focus on the positive…….it’s hard though.
Hugs. Lots of hugs. And cake.
Gorgeous photos, sorry you’re having such a difficult time. Lots of love to you. x
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Oh no Nova, so so sorry. I must have missed all this.
Such gorgeous photos at such a traumatic time. Sending you the very best wishes and thinking of you x
Awww, thanks Tara…..you haven’t missed anything. I just don’t tend to talk about it on here. Thanks for liking the photos too….was quite pleased how they turned out considering I took them on my phone. 😀
Sending you hugs. Hope things start to look brighter for you soon.
And these are stunning photos of the sky. So dramatic.
Thanks so much. X
Forgot to say, thanks for liking the pictures too…was quite pleased with them 😉
The legal system quite frankly sucks nuts. I am yet to have to face it in depth with J’s father, but I know someday the day will come where he appears out of the woodwork and we have to take that route and I dread it to the point I have nightmares. Thinking of you all at the moment and remember that ultimately the children have you and thats all that matters 🙂 xxxx
Good luck when you do……here if you ever need any advice. x
Things will get better, and he will fail eventually. And I hope we’re all there to watch. Much love to you all. Jx
Thanks Joanne……sorry, shouldn’t be so vocal on here…..just so fed up. XX
No, the legal system really isn’t fair. Sending you much love.
Thanks Rachael, much appreciated. XX
You have five wonderful blessings right there. I know how hard things are now but you have those beautiful children no matter what. Many hugs and much love. xx
Sorry, I go on and on….once again, thanks for your support. X
Oh I am sorry to hear you are having a rough time. Glad you are still able to count your blessings. Sending you hugs..
Thanks very much……appreciate the thought a lot. 🙂
Thinking of you 🙂
Thank you. 🙂
Sending you lots of hugs – you can and you will battle on!Hope things start to get better for you soon x
Thank you…I will carry on. Just sometimes need to vent. 🙂